If Only;
I know that we broke up five months ago and that is the way it will stay. I have recently noticed how close you are with my sister, and you know what? It kind of bugs me, actually. To see how close you are with me sister is kind of a kill joy. How come we were never this close? We always had an ignoring problem with eachother. You’ve changed, I noticed that too. It is suprising what one year in highschool can do to you. I’m not saying that I myself haven’t changed, because I have. Before you were a straight “A” student and an innocent boy, but now you drink, you party, you.. have become a hardcore nammer. To be honest, before I didn’t even know you existed and I barely knew who you were, but I liked you anyways. Something about you attracted me. I could see you for who you were. Now,you repel me. I don’t know you at all, like the old you had been erased from my mind. You call and text my sister a lot and it seems to annoy me. I’m a lot like my aunt when it comes to relationships, I can never keep them, and when they fly away, I never want them to return and I don’t want them to exist in my life anymore. You are transferring to another school soon, and that kind of relieves me, but it doesn’t mean that I will forget you. My memory is good and you were my first serious boyfriend. I know that you will still text and call my sister anyway but, I hope you find someone else where you’re going and I hope you forget me. If only, you had never existed in my life, then I wouldn’t have to go through this stage of never wanting anything to do with you.
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